2010年5月31日星期一

31 / 5

many thing happen recently..@@
dunno tat is gud or bad news~
suddenly feel like i already grows up..xD
many thing will happen n we can't estimate..
recently my 'chaser' start many edi..
mayb i dun have tried be4..
so will feel like uncomfortable..
tiz thing make will me antipathy..
sum fren tat long din contact coz something happen will make us close bak..=]
and we talk for one hour fon~
haha~ scare he bankrup only..xD
i got a bad news..=[
a infatuation guy have gud feel wif me..o.O
OMG!!!
he is not the cup of my coffee[mayb i say like tat i'm so Lan C]=[
but he really.... i can't accept..
i juz be a normal normal n normal fren wif him only he edi start ask me tiz ask me tat~
o.O hu r eu man?o.O
my mum also din ask me so much too n wad eu busy for?
><..
i'll never give eu chance..
if i dun like i will straight tell eu..
i never give eu a hope..
coz i noe it will get more hurt if i give eu i fake feel..><
i tried be4..TT
now i every scare ppl fan me..><
i dunno how april Yee can tahan so long time..@@
miss my dar dar..=]
我们批次都很忙啊··
聊天时间也少了··xD

2010年5月30日星期日

30 / 5

tiz morning 6.00a.m..
my alarm ringing..
so noisy..
the fon sot sot edi..><
den saw got msg no reply dao jiu reply n continue oioi..=D
10.00 a.m like tat wake up prepare to dacing class..
OMG..
teacher mood so gud la..
he let us do so many straighting..
PAIN~~~~~
den bak home watch tv..
watch till 4++ prepare to dinner tonight..
my iron my dress..
den 不小心 get a heat..
PAIN again..='[ sigh~
den 6p.m like tat..
start go to there[Renaissance Hotel]
6.20 p.m reach there edi..
i tot i'm the earlier~
Carmen Chong n Pei Wen are the earlest(use wrong word i dunno har =P)..
den 6.30 we go in n ready to eat..
den eat eat eat lu..
dunno wad time we tang lung group all go in toilet n take picture..xD
haha~ tat is my idea..xP
den me talk so many thing wif Carmen Ng~
haix Carmen Chong so fast go bak edi..='[
talk talk talk~
10 like tat jiu bak home liao lu..
hehe~
now whole bady pain, cause tiz morning..
='[ sigh~

2010年5月28日星期五

28 / 5

2day is wesak day..=]
no need skul..=D
2day 10++ jiu wake up edi..
den on fb n mum mum awhile..
2day vegetarian..
hehe~
den 1++ like tat prepare ready to go Sly mall wif Yee..
den wait her wait till my neck also long already..@@
haha~
reach le sly mall i company Yee go POPULAR buy book..
haha~ we so pity..
she wanna buy de book all dun have edi..
den she say wan go meet her fren..
Lol.. but she n dare..xD
lastly also got meet dao la..
haha~
so funny le..
they so shy..=D
den walk walk walk..
suddenly mummy call me..
say uncle Chong Hee wan cum..o.O
tat timei also shock edi><..
so suddenly ma..
So me 5.30 jiu wan to go back edi..><
my room so dirty ma..
so bak home fast fast clean lu..xD
den till 7 o'clock like tat jiu go mum mum edi lu..
after finish mum mum jiu cum my house edi..
quick funny lo..
when sms n fb wif Bryan can so fren n close..
but when meet we ntg else can say..><
n feel like he scare to talk wif me like tat..
so i not dare i talk anymore lu..><
huhu~
they still at 'ke ting'now..
i dunno wad can i talk wif them..
so type blog lu..
hehe~
i wanna talk wif them too..
but my english so bad ma..
no confidence to talk wif them le..><
><..
speak mandarin they not clever too.[.__.'']
aiyae~
susah nak besembang..xD
11.15 p.m.
he go bak home edi..=]
juz now 'hao cai' he still got chat wif me awhile..
talk about== thing only..
keep see my fon n laugh me..TT
baka him~
okok la.. atleast still gt talk enuf edi la..=]
蛮开心一下的···

2010年5月26日星期三

today 26 / 5

2day morning go to skul damn scare ma..
scare my teacher beh song me..><

when exam time,
normally when i go to skul i will do revision..
but 2day no mood le..
dunno why..
so 2day i take exam without revision..
haha~
see the result cum out will how..xD
dun care edi la..
coz mayb i'm the last in my class..=]
lazy to bother edi..
2day really beh song lo..
nobody tell me 2day have sport check..
lucklly i got bring XX..
if not i sure die edi lo.. [._."]
make me hold day in skul not comfortable..
finish skul bak home jiu mum mum lu..
den fb awhile..
den go watch tv..=D
hehe~
my FAKE BF sms me..
den i chat wif him awhile..
really awhile only lo..=[
busy boy..@@
den time to go tuition liao..
sienz~
finish tuition sit infront here[comp]
ply till now lo..xD
Si [fake] bf..
2day so less company me..[T^T]

2010年5月25日星期二

25 / 5 [my ballet exam]

i hate tiz morning..
when i'm enjoying my slp..
suddenly my dad noisy at there..
n call me wake up go take add math exam..
i think"wad's doin on? are me dreaming??"
den my daddy tell me tat my teacher call him juz now.[._."]
i dun think tat i'm wrong..
coz ytd teacher din give me a sure answer..
say 'maybe' juz take 1 paper only..
den i go take 1 paper only for wad?
paper 1 very poor, sure fail too..
den she tell my daddy tiz morning she discuss wif her head edi..
i can take 2 paper
n prepare i room for me exam..
n call me now go to skul take exam..
i dun wan lo..
if i wanna go to skul,
early early i go..
i dun like late to skul de feel..
at tat time i also very blur..
dunno wan go or not..
i suddenly i tell myself ranking is not important to me..
i den i tell my dad i dun wan go..
they respect my decide..
den my msg non stop..
i noe she juz for my own gud..
but its too late..
den i slp dao 10.00..
den go see Grade 6 de DVD for revision..
11 go to examination there edi..
starting got a bit tense de..
den okok edi..
12.20 start exam..
in the examination i juz enjoy the dance..=]
din feel tense..=D
haha~
the examinor is very friendly..=)
keep smile..=]
but.......
i noe..
i feel
n i think..
tiz EXAM i can't get distinction edi..
coz many mistake..[T.T]
1.20 finish exam..
den bak home..
wow~ whole body soft edi..
no energy jor..
then bak home fbfb awhile lu..
suddenly headache..@@
but still wan to go tuition..
haix~
2day juz like tiz lu..
scare 2moro..><
be fake couple feel very funny la..xD
ply ply wif ply boy also feel shaung..xD
nite nite.. >3<

2010年5月23日星期日

shock~

wow~
i think 2day teacher fever..
2day teacher din scold us..
not only tat!
teacher still treat us very gud..=]
mayb teacher noe the examination near edi..
noe we tension edi..
tat why i also not so scare..
2day i do my best in tiz whole practice [Grade 6]
i try to enjoy in dance,
as the say..=]
now only i noe,
exam dun tension,
tat juz make eu worst..
try to enjoy in the dance..
eu will get a result tat eu can't belive..=]
tiz is mine teacher tell me..
after tiz dancing class,
i need to go other place to practice..
tiz few week i need to learn art class..
sienzzz~
i not so intersted in drawing..
no choice..
coz i need to do my SPM seni folio..='[
draw also no mood de draw..
tat why not nice..=P
den wait till 4.30 p.m...
start dance..
walau~~
my leg pain dao~><
teacher call us straighting.. TT
haha~
but man shuang de..=]
long time din do edi..xD
den start dance 藏族..
wow..
long time no dance..
the 'staminor'[dunno how to spell=P] very bad..><
finish dance
come bak home n go sly mall again..@@
coz ytd buy de mouse got problem..
wan go to change..
sienz~
2day juz like tat only..
juz the morning i shock edi..@@
fren fren fren!!!
are fren important???
why i dun think so??
sumtime i thinking why "fren" can juz left me alone?
so sad..='[
mayb i'm not important to them..
sigh..='(

2010年5月22日星期六

today n yesterday

yesterday 21 / 5

ytd exam sub! sej!!
OMG~
paper okok..
coz can tembak..
but paper two..o.O
can go Ho Lan edi..xD
haha~
many ppl will company me go Ho Lan..
so i'm not worry edi..=D
nite!!!
first first i also scare..
be4 trial i practice at home..
but when i reach there..
only i noe the examinor not Mr. Wong..
wah~ my 心头大石 can but down edi..
but i dunno is gud news or bad news..
i totally is over relax when exam..
me so bad..
now feel very regret..
din do the best in the exam.. ='[

2day 22 /5


till 11.45 morning only wake up..
haha~
like PIG !
den eat brunch[breakfast + lunch] lor..
den help mim mop floor~
haha~
me 瞒guai de..=P
den see my room totaly like rubbish room..
den clean clean clean..
OMG~ my nose..
start sneeze..
reli 辛苦。。='[
den online lor..
sienz~
but 1 week i juz hv one day to let me rest only..
den go swimming..
fat edi..@@
can't dun do exercise liao..xD
den nite go selayang mall..
go buy 'mouse'..
den back home edi..
on the way home,
suddenly we talk bout dancing class,

每次一谈起这话题

都会不开心

固执的弟弟他一直觉得自己做的是对的..><

完全不听讲

他所提的在舞蹈室发生的事情

我全都经历过!='[

也因为老师骂我肥

我才能从一个小胖妹,

变瘦了[不过现在又肥了]

平时的练习老师一向来都不会注意我,

可是已接近考试,

老师就只会一直一直得抓我来骂抓我来比较,

当被人比较, 我是比人家差时,

心是有多疼,

我说付出的,

就让他说得一文不值的

还有太多,太多的事

说不完..

我···

还是选择忍..

希望我弟他也能忍..

=)

明天~~

真的是我的死期了··

老师一定会骂我狗血淋头了..

我只怕我当场忍不住,

哭了出来..=[

我觉得我和我一位朋友的距离

渐渐的远了

他好像什么事都没和我说了..

也许是我想太多吧..

不过他这样,

难免我会误会··='[

2010年5月19日星期三

19 / 5

2day ntg speacial thing happen..
my english test..T^T
sure, 100% die edi..
paper 1 section B no enuf time to finish ya.. T^T
tired~ tired~ tired~
2day i noe sum pity's family backgroud..
i feel me very xin ful><..
coz i have live in good family backgroud..
have enuf money to spend..
she are so pity..
dun have love dearly from parent..
and he have i bad father..
she really pity..
i dunno how can i help her..
friday!
soming soon..=[
hate sej~
i tired to get sick
n absent to skul..><
ha^ juz jk..
scare treacher push me down from 4th floor to down~~:S
take medicine start sleepy edi..
nitez~~^^
>3<

2010年5月18日星期二

18 / 5

今天的国语考试只能用个字形容“kanasai”··

第一个什么 membantu OKU untuk meningkatka taraf hidup meraka~

都不知道要写什么啊··

要想point超难..

想不到要写什么~

原来不只我那样说哦··

还有好多人说考试很难..

不过这次的考试是我这两年以来第一次那么认真考试··

可惜有那么倒霉,

遇到selangor出这样的考题~

考完了感觉有点轻松..

不过一想到拜五sej n 25 ballet exam..o.O

我就开始发抖了~~

最近브라이언 不懂他为什么会一直找回我信息了··

挺开心的~

因为最近都很闷··

没人陪我信息..

我和他的话题真的渐渐没有了..

和他聊久了, 不是 lol 就是 zzz 之类冷冷的话题··

sienz lo。。= =

刚才知道有一个朋友毕业后可能会去英国有些舍不得..

毕竟我们都能说是好朋友..=]

不知你回去多久呢?

不知你那时还会记得我么?

哈哈~

太多事情不知了..

所谓 今日不知明日事嘛..

明日都不知道,

何况是两年后的事。。=)

别想多多了~

哈~

明天 考 BI 咧~

保佑我嗄~xD

2010年5月17日星期一

life's so bored~
每当一想起那天···
我就想哭..
我哭可能是因为我不甘心,
不服气!><
我觉得有点不公平~
唉~~~~
算了..
原来我在“他”的印象是那么的不好..
我觉得“他”误会我了~
可能当他在和我说话时,
刚好那时我呼吸困难,
头有点晕,(不过我没让他知道)
所以我的眼睛没专注着他,
他以为我不想听他说话,
所以就~~~~~~~~~~
啊!!!!!!
我讨厌这样被人说,
也讨厌被误会!(T^T)

2010年5月7日星期五

看不开~ =[

原来人看不开,
做什么事都不顺··
我的脾气从月头到现在
我很爆~
可怜的是我家人..
我真的想太多太多了~
天啊~~
教教我该怎么做,
才能让我的心情平复?
我很容易生气··><
所以我现在的样子是超丑的..
比巫婆还要丑呢!><

2010年5月6日星期四

我快傻了~ =S

最近的情绪好像有点问题..
脾气也很古怪~
头脑老是爱想多多..
弄到自己不开心..
只要一个人对我说话的语气稍微冷了一些..
我就会开始想:
“怎么啦?
他不喜欢我哦?
是我做错什么弄到他不喜欢我?
还是我说错话了?”
这些问题一直在我脑里重复又重复..


啊~~~~
突然觉得好孤单..
好想找个伴陪陪我..
当今天我告诉我朋友时,
他告诉我一句很冷的话;“无聊”==|||
找对象好难哦..
选对象也太小心了..
可能是因为曾经看过两个朋友的感情问题吧..
动不动就说分手..
我某一个朋友还为了报复一脚踏两船呢><..
我觉得这样对受害者很不公平..
可是,
原来所谓的“受害者”也不是好人~
也是拿感情来玩的人..
感觉上好像没有真爱了,
感情是哪来玩的><..
不过我很想找个伴来让我诉诉苦..
聊聊天~
分享我的喜怒哀乐..xD

2010年5月4日星期二

R&J 完了..


虽然完了,
但我一点不舍得的心情都没有..
说真的我很自卑心~
以前我的信心就在R&J被打败到谷底了..
男生跳舞真的比较吃香..
我觉得我的努力,没被看见~
挺伤心的..
我也不知该把这些事情告诉谁?
只好自我安慰~
告诉自己
“一个缺口的杯子,
如果换一个角度去看它,
他仍然是圆的。
发脾气是短暂的发疯····”
我的心平复不到..=[