28 / 06 n 29 / 06

28/06/2010
我会永远记得这一天··
朋友离我而去的一天~
[台欣]~
虽然我和他曾经不是很CLOSE~
不过我没想到这种是竟然会发生在我身边~
还想能在医院见你~
怎知你撑不下去了··=[
当听到你的消息事~
不知为什么，我的反应不会很大··
可能有心理上的准备了~
想开点就说这是一种解脱~ 她不需在被病魔折磨··
看见你那安祥的离开·· 也比较放心··
在我影像中~ 欣是一个很爱笑的人~
好怀念你的笑声··


我有时在怀疑自己~
我到底是冷血还是什么的？
每个人在看你时都会大哭~ 可是我不会><~
我只会想“为什么躺在那里的是你？”“为什么你会比我们早离开？”“可能你能解脱吧··” “别让他舍不得了”
不过当他妈妈告诉我们她走前的东西·· 突然感觉的感触~
忍不住掉了几滴泪~~


今晚原本去帮你念经~帮你超度~
可是不没缘~ =‘[
挺内疚的~><
你的离开竟让是你们6L班的聚会~=[
真伤心~

说真的~我还未接受你不在的事实~
我一直问自己~
台欣真的走了？真的？
哎~

26 n 27 / 06

26号晚上，
我发了一个梦~
不知是好还是坏梦··
我梦见我慈祥的外婆··<3
和曾经很疼我的小舅。><··
我好想念你哦~
阿么！我想你！='[
少了你的保护·· 我很不开心~
在梦里我一直在哭~
可能因为[家事]然我更想念你！
阿么~你回来嘛~


不知为什么~
我好像是注定是姐弟恋的？
我身边好多弟弟要靠我~
我知道我样子看起来很小··==
i wanna be mature!



every sunday~
都是我的噩梦··
每个sunday需要适应高过自己两级的课~
很辛苦~痛苦~和自卑~
因为我差
常被老师在大庭广众‘踩’我~
什么自尊都没有~TT


sunday早上9am到12。30pm 都在练习~
累 到~
4.30到6还有一场叻~
每个拜日都是那样~
累~我到底是为了什么？
值得么？
哎~ 茅盾··TT

24 / 06

not enuf slp recently..
coz skul reopen~
12++ slp.. next mornig 6 need wake d..
so me always headache..><
and always sleepy in class..
my result KANASAI!
sum teacher are really hate our class..TT
n say our class USELESS..
how can??????

haiz~ TIRED arh~

2day do seni do dao my hand de 指纹被磨完了~~也磨伤了··

我是为了我的DAR而伤的~ 也是为了谋人的猪猪伤的··

可是某人不但没我还说我那一点小伤算什么？[me pek cek lo]

{skip~}

my car like SHIT!

omg@@~~

dar yee cum my house 2day.. do da project..

she sms more than do project de..xD(shhhh)

哈哈~

now we 打石膏 d~

2moro wan pass up all da drawing thing..

haiz~ da car dunno how jor..><

now like shit le..

feel wan sick d.. 2day 淋雨~><

nobody care bout me.. so need take care myself..TT

i'm mi55 lonely···

19 / 06

2day me 9++ jiu wake up edi..

haha~ so guai..

i wanna folo them go take breakfast..

coz i wan go my Dar Dar there take my new watch..=]

my Dar Dar sek sek me help me buy de..><

dim ji she forget to bring..TT heart break jor..

haha~

but finally she give me after she finish tuition..

so ps le.. still wan she wait me..@@

den 2nite i edi plan hao hao go KEPONG de Thai restorans celebrate father's day, my sis n bro b'day..

WTH~

finally we juz eat at sly jaya..Zzz

really pek cek lo..

next time i will nvr celebrate if all of eu..

你们要为你们今天所做的事付出代价··

not i no heart.. is coz of EU..!

2day i where dao nice nice tot go KEPONG but finally juz go Sly MALL only..zZz..

17 / 06

ytd,me 4.30am only slp..
wow~ i break my record le..xD
hapi lo~
but 7.45 i wan wake up de..
coz too tired can't wake up..><
but coz wan go to skul..
haiz~ so MuSt wake up..
i wear quater paint to skul..
when i reach skul i word tat i said.. OMG!
headmaster in skul 2day..
i wear.........
damn scare de n walk wif fast fast fast speed to canteen..
luckly nothing happen..><
KamaL , n KetuA vry gud..
2day they help me to do da project..=]
Kamal help me more..x)
thx much much wif him.. if not i really dunno how to do..
even haven finish yet..
2day stay in bilik seni till 2++ pm..
me so guai le..xD but very hungry..0.0
den bak home do tiz do tat edi near 4pm..><
ish~ need to ready to tuition..o.o
tat time damn sleepy.. hehe~
on the way to tuition in 'mancing ikan' in car..xD
haha~
but dunno why.. after finish tuition i not slpy d..=D
bak home on on online.. hehe~
but after type finish tiz blog really need to oioi edi..
coz me not enuf oioi jor..><
NiTe all~ n Nite to me[ a alone n lonely gul ]..

LoVe nEvEr WanTed ME~

16 / 6

2day vry sienz~
ntg speacial..
I WAN SHOPPING..='[
my daddy last time said either go Kepong or Time Square..
i choose go Kepong..='[
coz i wan mum mum..
2moro they go TS.. i can't go..
2 reason i can't go.. 1) daddy 2)2moro need go to skul do seni..><>
haiz~
she go TS..
2moro i SIEN SIEN SIEN jor la..TT
haiz~
juz keep talk bout 2moro..
2day my dar go out vf her Lao GonG..
see her so sweet i vry hapi n WORRY too..
coz~~~
haiz~


WTH~ 2day in tiz blog i edi 'HAIZ' 3 time edi.. +tiz 4 time..xD
2day my fren[Ivy] de bf give her a suprise..
he taking 1 bunch of flower..
inside hv 11 of flower..(means 1314 i luv eu)
so sweet.. me really hap chou la.. [no becoz of he bf la@@]
i have no bf..
wan to find a like person really so difficult..=[
now i have no target..
but i dun like ppl so many around me..
GOD! help me..><

有个人让我对他有好感··
他很斯文也蛮酷的..
只可惜~ 他有喜欢的人了··
他只把我当好朋友··
我看我和他应该没什么希望的··
有人叫我勇敢示爱，但我没这个勇气..
我曾经和我喜欢的人告白过··
往往都是失败的那个··
我那来的勇气再次示爱··
我还没喜欢他·· 只不过是好感而已··

我死党和我说我的要求太高了··
不过我不觉得耶~
我承认我蛮现实的··· 那是为了给自己一个保障而已··

14/06

2day morning 8.30 jiu wake up jor..xD
really tired lo..
ytd bak from SUNWAY 2 am no yet oioi also..><
10.05 am me,shu ying n Yee jiu reach edi..
sien diao.. my cord..TT
till 11am only hv..[o.0]
so qiao let me meet dao Aaron Ong lie..
i tot me n him juz chat on web nvr meet de..
dim ji let me meet dao..@@ haha~
we 4 person( Yee, Ying, Chee n me) ply only..
coz Ze ro ffk..=[
we 4 person ply 2 hour le..
really tired lo..
start start ply all full of energy de..
haha~ but slowly jiu lose energy d..
2day ply badminton most is 'zam bo' only..TT
da Shu Ying nYee really noisy..xD
quick noisy n so rude..haha~[i noe i write tiz will let them kill jor geh]
i think 2day go ply badminton waste $$ only..
here ply dao tired there go eat Mac..@@
here lose fat there add fat..xD
ying n her honey go papa rich eat mum mum..
yuan ben i wan follow de.. but i dun wan be sport light le..
feel so uncomfortable..xD
we 3 three keep n chat lo..
haha~ even we gather at near near de sly mall only..
but i also very hapi edi..=]
next time tagged.. BOWLING!xD

Sunway Trip [13/06/10]

2day me 6.45 jiu wake up edi..
coz my dear didi 7.30 jiu yao reach tuition centre edi..
sienz~
reach there jiu sit at upstair ALONE..
den take my breakefast[chao guo tiao]
i din finish it..
no mood to eat..
den WAIT WAIT n WAIT Carmen Tang cum..
sit awhile Bus reach jor..
den we sit on car n ready to go SUNWAY..
after reach there ..
WOW~ still wan to stand under 15 min[agar only la]
wait our 'watch'..
first game tat i ply is 'super man' .. HaHa~
i'm so comfort..xD
coz i'm not the first to reach the end..=P
we ply tiz 2 time..
den go walk a 'river'[something like tat la]..
after walk 1 round den we go ply the tube de..
DarK DarK wad also can't see..
SIENZ~
den my partner wan to rest awhile den rest lu..
den.......... so many thing la..
but non of my business..
so i dun wan said..
finish tat we go man-made beach..
there me also Sien larrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
coz i NO fren..='[
But suddenly i give Mr Tan[our tuition teacher]..
n other boyssssssss throw me in the water..xD
man shuang yi xia de..=]
den sit inside water long time lar..
den jiu go land de ply jor..
SUNWAY de 海盗船 really scary but Shuang..
my partner no dare to ply..=[
but luckly got i boy Wen Zhong company me ply..=]
tiz guy really like irritate..
sit last de.. my heart wan drop out edi..
haha~ but i ply 2 time lo..xD
den HE still company go ply the 360" turn de..
tat wan not enuf irritate de..
Last game He still company go ply rollercoster..
haha~ coz the speed so fast i bang dao him.. he keep noisy only..xD me so paiseh lo..
finish ply jiu go shower room Q for bath lu..
den wait bus driver cum to put our wet clothes..
Wahsai.. wait jor more than half n hour.
everybody was so moody to wait edi.. include me..><
the movement when i wait bus cum my Dar Dar bak edi..='[
haiz~ no FREN company me in pyramid d..
dissapointed..
8pm like tat only go eat only..
i think my stomach spoil edi lo..
we go GASonline take dinner..
den company my partner shopping..
tat time i suddenly hendache..
NOBoDY noe..=[
coz i dunno wan to tell who..
so sad tat time..
den go toilet vomit. after vomit i feel okae edi..
walk walk walk awhile 9.30 edi..
wan bak jor..
Go tiz kind of trip better go vf close de fren..
不认识这样一起玩，我觉得不爽~
不过我知道；老师也尝试让我们开心··
我不知道当老师问我；“SUNWAY 玩得开心么？”
我该回答实话；“还好” 还是说谎的说；“很好玩阿=]”
？？？
该怎样？
给我意见·····

boring life 12/06

so fast..
skul holiday 1 week jiu finish edi..
haiz~
holiday can't chat wif fren got a bit sienz lo..
but go skul i hate home work!><
add math project..
dunno wan how die??
no answer on web..
how to do??
teacher din teach us also..@@
tiz sunday goin sunway..^^
go vf SUPER tuition centre..
gonna be dark again..@@
haha~
but hapi enuf lo..=]
my dar dar dun wan go tat day jor..=[
coz i 7p.m only go pyramid..
he afternoon edi at pyramid..
haix~
can't see dar dar jor..
dunno when can go Melaka..
our parent are din take action..
juz using their mouth say wanna go..
but din plan also..
dunno wan how to trust them..
BUT 2day my daddy repair bak da comp edi..
now comp very faz than last time..
so hapi..
thx didi.. muackz..^^

说不出的心情~

讨厌！
在我脑海里就只有这句话一直在重复..
原本我以为我的‘霉’··
已经完了~
可是，
今天······
我的电话！！！！！！！！
speaker 没有声音了··
keypad 有些 button 需要按两次才行..=[
为什么？ 为什么？ 为什么？
为什么老天爷要这样对我？！
心痛~
一时之间，
我要失去那么多？
我很讨厌！
我现在~更害怕···· 我会失去~~~
我身边的 朋友···

08 jun

wow~
long time no type blog..
many thing happen in tiz few day~
my sui luck sui dao..o.O
haiz~
dun say edi lar..
2day we 5 of super woman[expect april]xD
go Kepong enjoy our ParTy TiMe..
wahaha~
morning 10 i jiu wake up edi..
den saw daddy catching sumthing..
n mimi keep shout..
yuan lai outside my home got 2 BIG LIZARD!
OMG!
eyuk~
din = tail i trhin got 15 cm fat i think 3cm..
ee~
still black black de..><
den 1 i ready go jia jia home..
dunno wad time jiu wait taxi..
shit..
on the way we walking to wait taxi or bus..
so many bus n taxi cross..
but when we are waiting,
there is no bus n taxi..==
wait liao 4-5 min..
yea~ taxi cum edi~
after reach Jusco me company ++ buy Sushi eat..
haha~
den ready go watch movie..
[prince of persia]
nice movie..(but not everybody like)
coz my sum fren say tat movie boring..@@
for me nice,so inters^^
they say nan zhu jue no handsome,
but his action very man..xD..
we saw our JUNIOR..
i'm was so shy><..
coz my hair..
once of the junior[wen jie] say hi vf n say me Lan C..@@
when on the way go watch movie
after finish watsh movie walk walk awhile..
den walk to behind careffour..
eat steamboat buffet..
nice we keep eat seafood only..
i can say my whole stomach is seafood only..><
haha~
really enjoy..
8 like tat jiu take taxi bak ++ home..
Geng lo.. 5 ppl sit in one car..xD
the taxi drivier so good..^^
din extra charge~