28 / 06 n 29 / 06

28/06/2010
我会永远记得这一天··
朋友离我而去的一天~
[台欣]~
虽然我和他曾经不是很CLOSE~
不过我没想到这种是竟然会发生在我身边~
还想能在医院见你~
怎知你撑不下去了··=[
当听到你的消息事~
不知为什么，我的反应不会很大··
可能有心理上的准备了~
想开点就说这是一种解脱~ 她不需在被病魔折磨··
看见你那安祥的离开·· 也比较放心··
在我影像中~ 欣是一个很爱笑的人~
好怀念你的笑声··


我有时在怀疑自己~
我到底是冷血还是什么的？
每个人在看你时都会大哭~ 可是我不会><~
我只会想“为什么躺在那里的是你？”“为什么你会比我们早离开？”“可能你能解脱吧··” “别让他舍不得了”
不过当他妈妈告诉我们她走前的东西·· 突然感觉的感触~
忍不住掉了几滴泪~~


今晚原本去帮你念经~帮你超度~
可是不没缘~ =‘[
挺内疚的~><
你的离开竟让是你们6L班的聚会~=[
真伤心~

说真的~我还未接受你不在的事实~
我一直问自己~
台欣真的走了？真的？
哎~

26 n 27 / 06

26号晚上，
我发了一个梦~
不知是好还是坏梦··
我梦见我慈祥的外婆··<3
和曾经很疼我的小舅。><··
我好想念你哦~
阿么！我想你！='[
少了你的保护·· 我很不开心~
在梦里我一直在哭~
可能因为[家事]然我更想念你！
阿么~你回来嘛~


不知为什么~
我好像是注定是姐弟恋的？
我身边好多弟弟要靠我~
我知道我样子看起来很小··==
i wanna be mature!



every sunday~
都是我的噩梦··
每个sunday需要适应高过自己两级的课~
很辛苦~痛苦~和自卑~
因为我差
常被老师在大庭广众‘踩’我~
什么自尊都没有~TT


sunday早上9am到12。30pm 都在练习~
累 到~
4.30到6还有一场叻~
每个拜日都是那样~
累~我到底是为了什么？
值得么？
哎~ 茅盾··TT

24 / 06

not enuf slp recently..
coz skul reopen~
12++ slp.. next mornig 6 need wake d..
so me always headache..><
and always sleepy in class..
my result KANASAI!
sum teacher are really hate our class..TT
n say our class USELESS..
how can??????

haiz~ TIRED arh~

2day do seni do dao my hand de 指纹被磨完了~~也磨伤了··

我是为了我的DAR而伤的~ 也是为了谋人的猪猪伤的··

可是某人不但没我还说我那一点小伤算什么？[me pek cek lo]

{skip~}

my car like SHIT!

omg@@~~

dar yee cum my house 2day.. do da project..

she sms more than do project de..xD(shhhh)

哈哈~

now we 打石膏 d~

2moro wan pass up all da drawing thing..

haiz~ da car dunno how jor..><

now like shit le..

feel wan sick d.. 2day 淋雨~><

nobody care bout me.. so need take care myself..TT

i'm mi55 lonely···

19 / 06

2day me 9++ jiu wake up edi..

haha~ so guai..

i wanna folo them go take breakfast..

coz i wan go my Dar Dar there take my new watch..=]

my Dar Dar sek sek me help me buy de..><

dim ji she forget to bring..TT heart break jor..

haha~

but finally she give me after she finish tuition..

so ps le.. still wan she wait me..@@

den 2nite i edi plan hao hao go KEPONG de Thai restorans celebrate father's day, my sis n bro b'day..

WTH~

finally we juz eat at sly jaya..Zzz

really pek cek lo..

next time i will nvr celebrate if all of eu..

你们要为你们今天所做的事付出代价··

not i no heart.. is coz of EU..!

2day i where dao nice nice tot go KEPONG but finally juz go Sly MALL only..zZz..

17 / 06

ytd,me 4.30am only slp..
wow~ i break my record le..xD
hapi lo~
but 7.45 i wan wake up de..
coz too tired can't wake up..><
but coz wan go to skul..
haiz~ so MuSt wake up..
i wear quater paint to skul..
when i reach skul i word tat i said.. OMG!
headmaster in skul 2day..
i wear.........
damn scare de n walk wif fast fast fast speed to canteen..
luckly nothing happen..><
KamaL , n KetuA vry gud..
2day they help me to do da project..=]
Kamal help me more..x)
thx much much wif him.. if not i really dunno how to do..
even haven finish yet..
2day stay in bilik seni till 2++ pm..
me so guai le..xD but very hungry..0.0
den bak home do tiz do tat edi near 4pm..><
ish~ need to ready to tuition..o.o
tat time damn sleepy.. hehe~
on the way to tuition in 'mancing ikan' in car..xD
haha~
but dunno why.. after finish tuition i not slpy d..=D
bak home on on online.. hehe~
but after type finish tiz blog really need to oioi edi..
coz me not enuf oioi jor..><
NiTe all~ n Nite to me[ a alone n lonely gul ]..

LoVe nEvEr WanTed ME~

16 / 6

2day vry sienz~
ntg speacial..
I WAN SHOPPING..='[
my daddy last time said either go Kepong or Time Square..
i choose go Kepong..='[
coz i wan mum mum..
2moro they go TS.. i can't go..
2 reason i can't go.. 1) daddy 2)2moro need go to skul do seni..><>
haiz~
she go TS..
2moro i SIEN SIEN SIEN jor la..TT
haiz~
juz keep talk bout 2moro..
2day my dar go out vf her Lao GonG..
see her so sweet i vry hapi n WORRY too..
coz~~~
haiz~


WTH~ 2day in tiz blog i edi 'HAIZ' 3 time edi.. +tiz 4 time..xD
2day my fren[Ivy] de bf give her a suprise..
he taking 1 bunch of flower..
inside hv 11 of flower..(means 1314 i luv eu)
so sweet.. me really hap chou la.. [no becoz of he bf la@@]
i have no bf..
wan to find a like person really so difficult..=[
now i have no target..
but i dun like ppl so many around me..
GOD! help me..><

有个人让我对他有好感··
他很斯文也蛮酷的..
只可惜~ 他有喜欢的人了··
他只把我当好朋友··
我看我和他应该没什么希望的··
有人叫我勇敢示爱，但我没这个勇气..
我曾经和我喜欢的人告白过··
往往都是失败的那个··
我那来的勇气再次示爱··
我还没喜欢他·· 只不过是好感而已··

我死党和我说我的要求太高了··
不过我不觉得耶~
我承认我蛮现实的··· 那是为了给自己一个保障而已··

14/06

2day morning 8.30 jiu wake up jor..xD
really tired lo..
ytd bak from SUNWAY 2 am no yet oioi also..><
10.05 am me,shu ying n Yee jiu reach edi..
sien diao.. my cord..TT
till 11am only hv..[o.0]
so qiao let me meet dao Aaron Ong lie..
i tot me n him juz chat on web nvr meet de..
dim ji let me meet dao..@@ haha~
we 4 person( Yee, Ying, Chee n me) ply only..
coz Ze ro ffk..=[
we 4 person ply 2 hour le..
really tired lo..
start start ply all full of energy de..
haha~ but slowly jiu lose energy d..
2day ply badminton most is 'zam bo' only..TT
da Shu Ying nYee really noisy..xD
quick noisy n so rude..haha~[i noe i write tiz will let them kill jor geh]
i think 2day go ply badminton waste $$ only..
here ply dao tired there go eat Mac..@@
here lose fat there add fat..xD
ying n her honey go papa rich eat mum mum..
yuan ben i wan follow de.. but i dun wan be sport light le..
feel so uncomfortable..xD
we 3 three keep n chat lo..
haha~ even we gather at near near de sly mall only..
but i also very hapi edi..=]
next time tagged.. BOWLING!xD